When things go really well in a relationship for me I always seem to panic. Like today, he made me pancakes and even though they were really really thick it was super cute. But then I got to thinking, perhaps he’ll leave me for someone that’s cute, amazingly, lovely, pretty - everything that I’m not. I don’t want to ruin this relationship for me, because I’m actually really happy with someone for once. But because I have all these worries/fears I’m pushing him away, one person can only take so much of that before they decide enough is enough and they leave. I don’t want him to leave.